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today has been a fun day- church was great! loved the songs this week! i have to admit that's my favorite part these days. the sermon was very good and convicting- not a warm fuzzy feeling! eric and i have had fun today too! lizzie has been so fun lately! she really has matured in the last few days. *sigh* i think that's what sparked the post right before this one...

even with all this fun and happiness, i just want to burst into tears and feel like i will at any moment... i'm so sad today! i won't say anything else. i don't expect you to know what i am talking about- it's a very deep and personal journey that isn't even my journey, so i won't share. someday i will and at that point it will be a very joyous occasion with lots of pictures! oh i pray it is not far off!