support

i'm so sad that there are people in this world that are so sad and bitter they are incapable of loving or supporting someone close to them who is succeeding. i'm trying desperately to see them through Jesus' eyes. or more how we expect Jesus to see us (with all our justifications and excuses in mind). that is one of the hardest things for me to do. and maybe there's a good reason. excuses are crap and we are stupid and honestly immature for justifying our sins or stupid actions. we need to see things as they are and accept them as they are and get past them already!

i could go on for hours, but i guess i just wish since these people claim to be followers in leadership positions that they would actually see the Holy Spirit's convictions and change instead of growing bitter towards the people who are acting on their convictions and are bettering themselves.

so today i am sad, and struggling to not grow bitter at these people that are bitter. lol what a vicious cycle evil is. i choose to be above this!!!!